Therapy Session (No Appointment)

Just when things went strange, this his-tory.. Looped like luck glitched, miss-irry (Misery) kissed me, Life derailed, train wrecked vividly... Outta order, lookin’ for a change, found pennies of dignity , profanity - dropped to my knees, begging but not prayin’, just fractured insanity..

Mentally snapped, physically battered, Emotionally bankrupted, pockets full of loose trauma. Heart came in like a pawnshop, soul with a few commas, had it al with with the traumas , Sick nd tired of all these fugin dramas ...

Then something  hit my radar—WHAM—crossbar concussion. Thoughts ricochet, distortion, percussion, I spit wires, guitar-string tension , Every sentence in - bends notes in, neck veins flex-in.. Fluent when furious, musical mutilation, Turn rage sheet music into frustration , i don't need no expla--nation, when i spit rhymes i hit it with some revelation, let the priest hold that funeral cadence, if i took over i be in some violation, Listen now i ain't no sinner but this temptation , killing me inside all of my variation.. you wanna see how I make this rizz? It ain’t no charm, it’s survival stitched with stitches, There's a bleed, let me lick in those with a brisk of a felling like a vamp- Pire , sucking in leaches and all these government Emp-pire , I get this feeling i Might hit that amplifier... 

Mind echoes back, I argue with my reflection

Owner of my voice, tenant of my depression

World unfair? I swear it trained me, Loner by design, isolation engraved me, never threw fists, but my thoughts fight dirty sticks , brian dead , all of these illusion i beleive it's like a magic tricks.. I see things but couldn't feel like I'm in some hypersonic hypernation, illusion or like a science fic-tion ... 

Never did drugs, still my brain stay thirty -Miles high, stoner-zone without spliffs just trauma fermenting, that’s chemistry, if I ever do drugs I'll do my own like a choclate pastry, mix things well so tight hit me like an estacy, im making my legacy , no rich Old friskets to keep my flow stream , building, planting, narturing my own Career -Tree.. 

They say Principles first, I dissect ‘em precise

Anatomy donor, scalpel to life... My girl scream pain Ahhh!!!, kidney stone tears.. it's her pain but I hold the weight, act strong, but it’s choking my in fears. So lemme Catch the stones, roll ‘em back, turn the hurt into composure.. Piece ‘em smooth, let ‘em slide like Mac with the Irish Conor, Precision in my footwork, balance of a proper boxer, Her texts ping it like a SONAR, Signalling, cutting silence feels like im in a sober, Every kiss hits clean, like breath after closure.. she got me hit like Harambe when the kid fall in that Enclosure.

I flame-throw Charizard, torch every demon, Spit venomous wizardry, curse every reason

I ain’t a magician, but abracada --- Bra -damn

Make fear disappear with a wave of my hands🌚 That's double entendre - My words okay so fine , someday I'll have u in my dine.. take u out somewhere, And make u mine ... 

This distance , questions existence, Our story ain't no coincidence... It was instance , persistence, sometimes i mess chance , it's Always this misfit-sense so hold in, it's okey I'll let the doubt dance -

Turn doubts into lizards, cold-blooded and fake feed ‘em truth, watch ‘em shed every scale that they fake, i don’t play women, I play with my fate, if I lose control, I lose everything straight, I don't mess and i don't catch, Feeling i give is something you never astray... I got this aura, when I blaze storming brewing they fear like I'm some sort of Asura... I walk huge like a 5ft nine dino sau-ras .. speaks like I'm a hungry villian, spitting venom searching euphoria like an explorer - but i ain't no Dora , stupidity as it been if only you see seek you might find aurora ..

If you ask me how i been, as i studied power, Obama with syllables smooth, Weaponized calm, every pause is a move... I learn it with the putin - me with the poker face, ice in the stare , let me tight my lace - I hide bodies so never think of Hurting cause i leave no trace .. When i speak I speak so low but when the Silence so loud it can suffocate air.. damn! I know that was deep.. Different ends of the spectrum, same chessboard and its piece 

Same hunger for leverage, same death chord

I’m not political, I’m clinical, listen I autopsy influence, expose the incision i’m the product of nights when the ceiling talked back, When my shadow felt louder than everyone’s claps ... maniac I've been, even psychiatrist failed to cure my head. She slap me , she trap me ,  Locked me inside the Asylum Like a cage bird , so i hid em with a stapler, slit her throat and Hid her body under the table .. 

All these pain and suffer-Ring , lord knows where I'm going , It feels like im the favorite devil toy-ing .. playing , man-handling , im praying but is he listening? 

If God got voicemail, I left him a message

Said “I ain’t mad, I’m just tired of lessons”

Pain made me pen this, pen made me sane.. yeah, If I don’t write it, I might explode in my brain , So I bleed on the page till the pressure’s gone, Call it a therapy... but it hits like a bomb, BOOM!! It exploded!

Where’s my psychologist?

There she is, livin’, strugglin’, lovin’, thinkin’, blinkin’ Clingin’ to hope, sippin some of her cold drinks but wait she should be avoidin... 

Coughing’, Ahem ahem!!! I told her to avoid the colds, but as old saying women and their choice ...

wait, let me rush in, but no, I gotta be patient

Layin’, wakin’, sleepwalkin’, mind racin’ through sedation.. 

Come quick!! treat me my councellor, 

my brain jumpin - wait what's that spiral ? Spinning round -Im feeling sleepy nausea, what are u reading ?

A scriptures from bible ? Man im feeling viral , hit that spine viral - Idk what I'm saying but my mind ain't normal it's like I'm fighting but i ain't no wrestler , im a lover , fighter and a hustler , trying to be a best seller, writing got my mind spin like a propeller, Spinning upside down , sling shot in throw in - I think I've reached peninsular..

Where am I? 

Wait, who’s that? Your roomie?

Green with envy, smooth like a cucumber

Yeah, I’m mean when I’m manic... I ain't no drunk, it's the love that feels like I'm walking backwards , need treatment, meant to be a man.. but Turned luna—tick the word like an MCQ, how was ur test? Don't worry you Still sharp, i trust your freaking IQ.

So All hell lose control , imma kill these people like a retard , Imma restart, quick start , hit my old spark ... I'll come back even if i have to tear apart , all of them galaxies, I'll shoot em like a rocket id i press start .. so come up here and make me a fresh starch... 

As I need a councellor , please heal my Bleedin heart, counsel me lady or do i need an appointment my sweetheart , Wait lemme pull up this guard, lemme kiss you ummmahhh, heres my regard,

Okey! I'll behave - Let me sit here patiently and wait till you do ur part.... I'll hold you,  kiss you, Hug you, cuddle u, We make love in ur office , While others wait, screw them all people, baby screw them all, im the one and only you threating me well , so let no one else enter our tale ... So come and blaze me, destroy me , heal me, Tear me, fix me ..kiss me , Love me ,

Im getting romantic now - let me take off my cloths ..

Peeep! peeep !!! Ah sheet! I woke up , what happened ??? 

I guess it was all just a Dream!!!

One month Anniversary ❤️

On this Night, I finally dared,

took that last fragile step

and placed my heart in your hands,

calling you mine, not out of possession,

but out of choice, faith, and quiet surrender.

Days passed like soft whispers,

and somewhere in the thin air -

our first month arrived-

growing slowly, deeply,

until love stopped feeling new

and started feeling true.

Oh, how I wish we grow beyond time,

because in my belief, this is not a moment.

This is forever learning how to breathe.

We began as strangers,

two names without meaning,

two souls unaware of the future waiting ahead,

and now look at us, 

standing together in the same heartbeat,

holding something neither of us wants to lose.

My heart sinks into silence ;

when your message doesn’t arrive,

when your call delays,

as if the world forgets how to move

until you return.

Your voice notes, your random pictures,

your voice, your innocence, your presence, they linger with me long after the screen goes dark.

Who would have thought-

love would arrive this gently?

Ah! That winter evening still lives inside me;

It was cold, lonely, unsure,

the moment I first texted you,

never knowing that one reply

would set the universe on fire.

From watching your WhatsApp status,

to sending reels without reason,

from midnight texts to voice notes,

from pictures to daily updates,

from calls that close the distance

to dreams of the day our hands finally meet,

every step quietly became us..

In just a month of our Relationship,

we argued, misunderstood,

hurt each other,

and almost slipped through uncertainty’s hands,

yet we chose to stay,

to stand, to hold on-

and that choice speaks louder than perfection.

I know storms will come,

conflicts will test us,

but this bond is something;

we must guard with both hearts,

because this one month

is only the beginning of a lifetime.

And when the day comes

that I take my final breath,

I hope it carries your name,

and my last thought whispers,

we had a beautiful run.

Until then,

and even beyond this life,

I’ll find you again. ❤️

@moto_moto🧸

A MOON FOR HER

🌑LUNAR SOCIETY INTERNATIONAL 

Welcome To The Moon, TOLIVI Y ZHIMOMI!

You are now the owner of property in the Lake of Happiness on the Moon from The Lunar Registry, the exclusively licensed land claim sales agency of Luna Society International. The proceeds from your land claim purchase help to finance a variety of important programs administered by the Luna Society, including the first non-governmental manned mission to the Moon, as well as providing funding for scholarships and educational programs for students at every grade level.

Finding Your Way Around…

Included in your documents package is a detailed photograph of your property in the Lake of Happiness, showing the exact location of your property tract. 

This digital photograph from the Lunar Orbiter database includes all the features located in the region of your tract, and is helpful in pinpointing your property, whether you are viewing it through a telescope or visiting in person. 

You will also find an information sheet in the package that provides you with additional details on the unique geographic features found near the Lake of Happiness.

About Your Lunar Land Ownership

Your claim is registered in compliance with the Lunar Settlement Initiative. Your registered claim includes the location of your property, including the latitude and longitude, tract number, lot number and the volume number it is recorded in, as well as the date of registration. Your property record is permanently recorded by the International Lunar Lands Registry in its annual publication, which is copyrighted and deposited in the United States Library of Congress and with international patent and trademark offices, including the United Kingdom (U.K. Patent Office), Japan (Japan Copyright Office), Russia (Rospatent) and the United Nations (U.N. Depository Library), in compliance with the Berne Convention. (Please be assured that your personal information is not included in the public record.)

Have Any Queries?

If you would like to learn more about your ownership rights, please visit our website at LunarRegistry.com for more information. To keep up to date with Luna Society International and its activities and progress, we invite you to visit the LunaSociety.org website regularly. You may also contact us directly at any time via email at austincarlile62@gmail.com if you have questions or require any additional information.

I LOVE YOU MY ELO ♥️

 

For I Am a Poet

When the world falls silent

and the night leans close to listen,

I walk alone down a quiet lane,

pen in hand, heart wide open.

That is where I find myself,

between thoughts and feelings,

between what I am

and what I dream of becoming.

Come, walk with me.

Let us paint the world together,

not with colors stolen from the sky,

but with patience, belief, and love.

For i am only a poet-

all I truly know is how to write,

yet in my eyes, everything is beautiful,

because you exist in it.

You are my left when I lose direction,

my right when the road trembles beneath me.

Guide me softly, love,

perhaps I am blind,

not in sight,

but in knowing how precious you truly are.

Still, I trust your voice more than my vision,

your presence more than my certainty.

My dear love, my dearest girl,

I know I do not carry

golden promises or shining gifts.

I do not yet have

all the things the world says I should.

But what I have,

I give without fear,

a heart that stays,

a soul that waits,

and love that does not fade with time.

Someday, my pen will rest on a table of its own,

and the words I write

will finally speak my name aloud.

Someday, I will shine! 

not because the world applauds me,

but because you believed

when there was nothing to see.

Until then,

let me be your shadow,

quiet, constant, never leaving your side.

Let me be your halo,

protecting you in ways you may never notice,

loving you even in silence.

I will stand behind you in storms

and beside you in peace.

Believe in me,

not because I am perfect,

but because I am trying—

every day, every breath,

to become worthy of you.

Hold my hand and walk with me through time,

through wrinkles, laughter, tears, and years.

Grow old with me,

let our hair turn silver

and our memories turn sacred.

Let our love be slow, deep, and unbreakable,

like ink that never fades from the page.

The best is not behind us,

it is waiting ahead,

patient as love,

certain as destiny.

For I am a poet,

and you -

you are the poem

I will spend my lifetime writing.

___________________X___________X_____________

To a beautiful flower🌻 Tolivi Y Zhimomi 

"She dresses like any other girl, I swear to God:

yet she and her dress, a flower in a vase,

simple, rare, and impossibly beautiful."

@Alen_Yimchunger

14:04:2026

#Baby? I've never asked nud*s to anyone...

im not that guy 🙏 I will never ask ♥️ 

Don't get me wrong ! 💯

All i need is your beautiful picture ♥️🌻 That's all . I love you babe 😘 ummmahh ♥️

Love Beyond the Page

💋

Now that you have fallen asleep,

I sit alone with my thoughts,

Wondering how to love you more- 

How to love you deeper than yesterday.

My heart overflows,

And my ink can no longer contain it.

No page has ever been wide enough,

No margin generous enough

To hold what I feel for you.

I write, and I write again,

Yet I know—deep down ;

These words will never be sufficient.

I could exhaust every page,

Run my ink completely dry,

And still my love for you

Would remain untouche -

Endless.

Unspent.

I have fallen-

And I have fallen too hard.

If you are the earth,

Then perhaps I was Lucifer,

Falling from the highest place-

Not into darkness,

But straight into your heart.

When I opened my wings,

I felt no pain—only ease.

Because in that fall,

I found my home.

My comfort.

My peace.

And from this place,

I will never leave. 

I will protect you.

I will love you.

I will keep you safe.

These are not promises made lightly,

But an oath spoken

By a man of his word.

The Divine has already played His part.

The path has been written.

The meeting ordained.

Now it is I who must serve it,

Honor it,

And complete what has been set in motion.

Perhaps one day,

We will become one-

As God has foretold,

As He has written every destiny with care.

For everything unfolds by His design,

And loving you

Was always part of His plan.

@alen_yimkhiung 🧸